I CAN'T SLEEP! Gahh, this sucks, I really need to just pass out. I just keep getting distracted. Darn life.

Four days... four days then it'll be one year since my dad passed away. I'm pretty much dreading it. What do I do? Should I just sit around? Cry? Burrow under my blankets and sleep the day away? I feel like something big has to happen. Like, the skies should part and bolts of lightning should be shot down from the heavens as a massive flood takes over the world. But instead life will go on, and I'll be stuck here in my room alone.